I am one step closer

I've finally gotten down to categorizing my school and who to avoid and who to get to know. I mean I couldn't understand what I was doing wrong if I'm not considered a weirdo to the extreme here then I'm considered border line retarded and I couldn't understand what I was doing wrong. Then it occurred to me there are 4 groups of people here. There are the people that are smart but obnoxious there the ones who just make me mad because its like why can't we simply have a regular intellectual conversation. There is no need to inside big word jokes dude really its not required to be a jackass. Then there is the group where they do weird things that are silly and can get away with it without being regarded as weird or a what the F@*! moment. Except when I do it apparently its either really stupid or to bizarre. This frustrates me to no end. Another type are the people that are apparently cool to hang out with and there chill but if you get down to it there morons for pete's sake! I mean geeze half the things that come out of there mouth are incompetent! Its like how are you attracted to these people. I refuse to pretend to be stupid just to win a guy over it makes you look weak and unable to support yourself. Lastly there are my type of people not entirely but there the smart weirdos and I usually get along with them very well because they think the same way I do well...sorta haha. They get my jokes and weird quirks in fact they freaking love me haha. In conclusion I shall do more studying and observing to figure out how these people can stand there own weird retardation.....Also I would like to thank my grandmother, grandfather, aunt Toni, and Margot Woods for my wonderfully epic enunciation skills!

Thank you for the music

So I had an epiphany while listening to this song. I really can't imagine life without music I really can't. I think by now I would have been very depressed. The constant teasing growing up having everyone question your thought process. Without music to sing or something to dance to animals couldn't always fill the void ya know haha. I've decided from here on out I'm a Pre-Vet major with a minor in History and Theater. Although I only wanted to study singing and dancing I can live without the acting. There is to much getting in touch with human emotion for me which isn't my style. All and all I enjoyed living the life of a Theater major but there is to much competing, betrayal, and pretending. I am very competitive but this doesn't seem like its worth competition for.

Odd production

So I'm in a production that is premiering this weekend. I'm very excited to do this it seemed like a lot of fun. I adore the script it has funny parts. The name of the script is called The Vagina Monologues anyone who doesn't know what this is will probably think we just made this up. Well it isn't this was written several years ago and its a campaign for vaginas.The performance is all this weekend I just hope I can figure out how to make this one line funny. I also apparently don't hang out with the theater people they say haha.